Valentine’s Day ♥

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY EVERYONE!

So i didnt have a date today clearly, Yes I am single and happy.

but heaven still loves me cause I received these today,

My Dad said, “This is for you my angel. Happy Valentine’s Day!” when he woke me up this morning then hands me the Guylian chocolate. hihi He said that made me burst out laughing, “since you don’t have a date today because you don’t want to have a boyfriend yet, I have to fill that guy’s job whoever he is.” And we laughed together and shared I love you’s of course. My Dad is really sweet, he does this to me every valentine’s day that comes that I am not committed. He never fails me.♥ I actually appreciate Dad’s gift every year tbqh.

At noon today my cousin went out with her boyfriend and came back 3 hours after lol yeah she’s not a fan of dates so she went home early. She gave me this Cadbury chocolate bar then screamed “WILL YOU PLEASE HAVE A BOYFRIEND ALREADY!?” and I answered her “no! ” and shared I love you’s too. ♥

You know what? Valentine’s Day isn’t about having some”one” to spend it with. I didn’t have a date today, but I am in my utmost happiness. Spending it with my family and myself. Quiet, true and genuine. That’s what matters to me.

Hope everyone had a blast this day! ♥

Gift Giving ♥

So today I went out with my two best friends. We had gift giving and we are happy hihi. I just want to share what I got today.

I am not really a “planner” person BUT receiving this a while ago made me so happy. It looks like I have to be one. This thing is so handy and I can carry it everywhere. Like this personal blog I hope I can keep this planner up to date too. The message from my best friend on the first page is so touchy. :’)

This is a greeting card. Tbh, I am most happy receiving this thing more than anything else. I am a letter-person, so what you give me that includes messages for me? My heart is happy. This is for keeps until I die I also received a box of Food for the Gods from her (id have a photo sorry) and it’s srsly yummy!

There. Simple? Yes. But it made my heart flutter. ♥

Christmas Wishlist

Happy Holidays!

1. A Job, 2012 ojt here I come!

2. Travel far, Regina SAS I’ll see you next year hopefully

3. Lifetime Happiness

4. A family that will forever stay strong no matter what

5. Friendship that will continue until we die

6. Shopping money! Got it already lol

7. That my favorite blog won’t go extinct ’cause I will die without it.

8. CNBLUE 392 Live Concert DVD!!! can’t pre-order it yet

9. Learn different languages. Korean/Japanese/Chinese and French

10. Marry my CNBLUE Boys! /delusional/

Well these are not much, not much?!?1?!!1 lol But everything is not material which I’m very proud of. I am really not that girl from last year. I already grew up and I regret nothing.

First Meeting

Today I was not in the internet because I hang out with my cousins. I’ve met my never-seen cousin today. Never-seen? yes, she’s born and raised in Zamboanga and I was born and raised in Manila so seeing each other or bonding time is impossible. We call her Cleng-Cleng (cute huh? hihi) but her real name is Cleo Jean. She went to Manila for the first time because of her school’s educational tour. According to her, they visited Baguio, Tagaytay, Subic and many more. Their last stop was Mall of Asia so Mom and I decided to fetch her there since she wanted to stay at our house for the meantime. Then we met! here she is..

THE GIRL IN WHITE

Mom went to Zamboanga 2 weeks ago, and she first met Cleo Jean. She said that Cleo Jean has a very funny personality, it’s too funny you can cry. You know what? Cleo Jean did not disappoint us. SHE IS UTTERLY FUNNY! This day has been her day tbh. lol All our attention was towards her and her alone. The personality she has is so unique you’d love her instantly that is why being close to her wasn’t that hard. The people in the photos are us (cousins); Me in Blue, Melody in Brown, Joana in Green spag strap and Cleo Jean in White. We were born shy to tell you frankly, shy meaning we don’t get to socialize that easily but Cleo Jean kind of changed that since we had a great day with her today!

She’s so funny, I’d love her to be around always!

Movie In The Mind

Holla!  Continuing about my introductory right now, I’ll talk about Books. Books? but why is my title Movie In The Mind?

I don’t read books that often because I am not a book person. If I read a book, IT IS PURE INFLUENCE. HAHA! Recommend me some? Btw, Books = Novels.

The VERY FIRST BOOKS I read:

 

These are awesome books! reading these made Mitch Albom one of my all-time favorite authors. I read these and I cried as hell.

 

I am not a fan of vampire-related stories tbh Twilight *cough* but a friend of mine insisted me to read this sequel. It currently has 6 books published and I am here who just read up to it’s second book Stargazer. lol I told her I wasn’t a fan ok?

 

These are by far my favorite books! If you don’t know, these books are two-inch thick. And I didn’t care at all! HAHA This was the only time when I stayed up late just to finish it. If you haven’t read this, DO! I’m kind of disappointed though since this sequel has 3 books in total, and I can’t find Spring Break Reunion in my land’s bookstores. help?

I am currently reading The Eternal Ones by Kirsten Miller

tbh, this is not the same book cover to which I have maybe this is the alternative cover for it. I’m on Chapter 5 atm but I paused since I’ve become very busy. I will continue reading it if my travel for next month takes place. It’ll be a good read for plane travelers, I think.

I still have a lot of books lined-up. And I promise I’ll read them very soon. Here are my unreads:

   

I am not a bookworm or a bookwhale? *that’s how I call my friends who’s addicted to books lol* but I make it a point that I read from time-to-time. Why? because I think it’s helpful for our brains. You see, when I read books I picture a movie inside my mind because I find it fascinating when I do that. I’m like the director of the “movie” I am reading, I just answered the question above  I learned it from my best friend who’s my main influence-r (is there a word? lol) in reading books. I thank her though because the “reading world” has been the most quiet time of my life.

Lie-Low

So I have decided to keep a low profile starting today on that blog. I realized I am becoming too proud of myself since I’ve acquired too many followers and all I think about is how to make my followers love my blog more and more and to also gain new ones. I have forgotten about what my true intentions in that blog are, which are to share my thoughts about whatever my blog contains, to edit and just have fun. Sometimes, I blame myself for being a Virgo because it seems it characterized me so much although I highly believe in Zodiacs. At times, I say to myself, “Why bother?? they won’t even make you less of a person. Why are you affected? you don’t even know them!” I want to remove this personality I have because it’s making me critical. I think of it everyday and is eating a part of my confidence which is very unhealthy and it shouldn’t be that way. Right? Oh gosh this has to change in me.

I really hate it when someone hates me. I can’t bear it. On the other hand, I don’t do anything to fix it. Why? because I know I didn’t do anything bad. If you prove to me that I was the one wrong then I’ll gladly say sorry. I don’t start fights obviously because I hate it moreover I don’t get angry easily.

I’m also thinking of deactivating that blog and have a fresh start though but I /delusional/ think some of my followers will be sad? idk.

What to do?

Why should I care anyway?

Why are people so mean? I don’t really get it. Why don’t they just let you be and learn to appreciate? Why do they waste their time on making you mad? or feel worthless? Some people nowadays if it’s not racism, it’s greed and envy.

I will try my best that after this post I won’t care about that blogger anymore.

He/She (i don’t really know the gender, i’ll just use she) is a famous blogger of one site I am in and she has been known to all similar blogs that exist in there.  I think what she wants is that she is the only who’ll update whatever her blog contains. Unfortunately to her, I happened. A new blogger who happens to blog and not just share posts from whoever. I followed her the moment I became “one of those blogs”, and during those times I became her happy follower since she updates us continuously but one time when I started to update my followers too by blogging on my own, I can’t see her post in my default page anymore. I was thinking that maybe the site got problems and all until I realize that a block button exist and she might have click it when she knew a rival popped-up. I messaged her and received no reply. That time I knew, I was blocked in her followers list and I don’t exist in her eyes anymore and vice versa. Why do I care? because it pains me to realize that such people exists and we happened to share the same interests then she treats people that way. Who gave her the right to treat people that way anyway? well I think it all relies to freedom. But still.. *sigh*

I also strongly believe that in the same “club” we belong to, we are ONE. But she somewhat tilted that belief I had. Thanks to her.

I also don’t know if she’s aware? and I am just being paranoid whatsoever. idk.

But I am hurt and she’s pointless.